my older sister

by Erik

this happened in the summer in 2008. it happened when i was 7. i woke up to the sound of my mother screaming a someone that i didn't recognize. two policemen took me and my siblings to a car. i was scared of what happened. he told me that my sister is sleeping, and she wont wake up. he also told us that she is in peace and in a better place. i was smart enough to know what he meant. i was stunned.the worst part was that my last words to her were i wish you were dead. to this day i regret saying that and wonder if her death was my fault. my only wish is to say that i'm sorry and i love you. thank you for taking care of me.

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Jun 24, 2014
my older sister
by: Marge

Erik - what a tragic loss for you at such a young age. You must be a teen by now and are still dealing with the loss of your older sister. Sometimes it is very difficult to explain why someone we love dies. I loss my youngest son in 2012 and continue to miss him and wonder why would I have done to help. I was 78 at the time. I know it is difficult to deal with your loss, but hopefully you have some wonderful memories and keep those in your heart. I'm sorry you didn't get to spend more time with her.

Marge (a Mom and Grandmother)

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