My oldest brother commited suiside
I thought things were finally going to be alright. My dad had a job again, our previous house that had caught fire was finally sold, and now we could move out of the rat hole of a rental house into a real one... My dad, brother Micah and i came home after cleaning up the new house. As a gift he told me about the candy he found on sale and told us we could go to his closet and get it. well, me and Micah went into his room and i didn't know what happened at first. Thomas was lying against the bed. we tried to get his attention, then we was the bullet hole in his chest, and the gun on the bed... the only thing i could think was "God please let him live" even though in my heart i knew he was dead.
He had depression a long time and sometimes made me annoyed but he was the only one i knew who really loved me. I can't stop thinking about him every night and how much i miss him.
It was May 1, 2012
he was 26
I love him so much