My only sibling murdered, now I'm all alone.
by Sophia Grace
Hello, my name is Sophia and I am online today trying to find some kind of help on dealing with my sister's murder. It's been 8 years since her boyfriend took her life and no, it does not get better in time nor does the pain go away. It feels as new to me as the day I got that call. It has left me a really messed up person and it's affecting my life. I was blessed last year with a wonderful husband who knew what I was dealing with and understood. Now I think I might be mistreating him because of my cold-hearted nature. I thought I got over that anger phase, it's returned once again. I don't know what to do. Talking about it doesn't help. Will I ever be happy again?