My only sibling
My only brother who was 46 when he was killed/died/suicide??? Coroners report was inconclusive! It's been nearly 17 months since I lost my little brother, I miss him so much. People keep on telling me I'll "Get over it!" Erm!! I don't think so! I cry everyday, not a minute goes by that I don't think of him. I still cannot except it, that he'll never ring me again, never just pop in to say hello. I visit his grave every week & just sit and cry, I just hate the fact that he's in the ground right there! I had no say in whether he should be buried or cremated, my Mum & Dad made that decision for him as there wasn't a will. As for his estranged daughter....who never saw him for years....turns up at the funeral...few days later she wants to destroy my life!! Taking everything & every penny she could get her hands on, shortly after this my brother would have been a Grandad, & again this month! I feel so bitter towards his daughter for what she's done, now she's got all she wants from my brothers life we have had no contact at all from her, not that it worries me, Iv'e only ever seen her a dozen times in 27 years, so no love lost there. Is there anyone who could help me get my head around this, I'm so deeply depressed I don't know who to trust anymore.