When I married my gift from God, My best freind, my true love, my precious husband we were in a season of love. My precious husband of 18 months passed away on Oct 22, 2012 and each day has been a challenge for me. A challenge to even breathe and want to go on without him. I have not contemplated suicide but I have wondered why God am I here without him? He really loved life and he loved the Lord, he also loved me with every fiber of his being(and I him and for that I'm grateful) . Just the mention of my name made him happy and he deserved to feel that way because he deserved nothing but the very best that I could give because he was such a wonderful man. I meant the world to him and the feeling we shared for one another was evident in our living.I love the air he breathed so our feelings were mutual. To live and love is a wonderful live and loose that love is a journey no one can walk for you, you must go it on your own and at your own pace. My precious husband was diagnoised with gastric/stomach cancer august 2012 and in two months time he left me. We had no time to plan this phase of our lives, we both were looking forward to a long beautiful future together... It's been awful for me because it seems that the dreams were lost when he passed and my shattered heart is broken into to many peices. The pain is so hard to bare and I don't understand why him, why now? We must go through each season before we die, I find myself in a season of hope...I hope I can: breathe,function through the day, cope, dream, love, gain strength, understand, cherish, sleep, eat, walk without him, etc......I am so lonely and hurt......he was my evrything. I miss him so much and here I am almost eight months later and It seems like yesterday that my sweet husband died. I know his memory lives on through me so I am doing all that can to honor his name. I have established a foundation on his behalf and my hope is to educate all people and support cancer research.

Be encouraged we are not alone.....God Bless you all.

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