My Princess Laura

by alan
(kenmore, ny)

on august 5th 2012 I woke up at 6:00 am to go to the bath room and found my Princess, my best friend my Wifey. laying in bed next to me Dead at 49 years old. It's The end to what I had believed was a life long love affair I was living a fairy tale life with Laura our love was amazing. we told each other every night I love you every time I would pass by her side of the bed we kissed. every morning a kiss and I love you and have a great day. on my breaks at work I would text her to see how her day was going and to say I love or she would text me to ask how my day was. I loved to come home every day to a happy wife a terrific smile and dinner on the stove she was a awesome cook. she lived to take care of me and I love to take care of My Hunny Bunny. I feel so lost. we were only married 4 years and together almost 2 years before that. she was everything I had ever wanted in a spouse. I feel I dont know what I feel I miss her so much going to see a grief conselor in the next few days.

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Sep 05, 2012
to Doreen
by: Anonymous

Thanks for the kind words . sorry for your loss that must be very hard after 44 years of marriage I cant even imagine. my sister and brothers have been amazing support and with my Nieces and nephews and Godchildren as we had no children of our own they give me lots of love. but aside from them I also see no reason for my existance but I know I can move on Laura taught me that as her first husband and only child were killed in a car crash a few years before I met her and she until we met did not under stand why she was left behind. she delt so bad with survivors guilt. but I was able to show her there was life after tragedy so for her I must get thru this I feel she is giving me the strength to carry on I again say thanks and wish you well in your Journey..

Sep 05, 2012
My Princess Laura
by: Doreen U.K.

Alan I am sorry for the loss of your wife Laura. I am glad you are going to see a grief counsellor. This will help you greatly in your grief and to move forward in the best way possible from your loss. It feels so hard to understand how when someone is so happy that something has to come and intrude and separate this. Some people go in each day having a miserable existence and this seems to last forever. When life is going good for people something comes along and cuts us down. I will never understand this. I know we live in a fallen world. But often we get a real rocky road to travel. After a death and loss of our loved one this is got to be the worst pain of all. Now is when the battle starts to get our life back. But into what I don't know. Life can be so cruel. The whole atmosphere of life changes. It will never be the same again. No one can take the place of the one we have lost. I lost my husband of 44yrs. 4 months ago and it hurts so much. I see no joy in living. Just an existence of some sort. I hope that when you come out of your counselling that you will be able to move forward better and reclaim your life back.

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