My Rhondie, My life love, My Everything. Aug, 27th. 2012
by Dave Melton
(Wittman, Az. )
Married for 27 years. In Love with each other for 27 years. I lost my life 4 Months ago, My Rhondie. Aug, 27 2012 I can not imagine my life without her. The pain is so great that it's kicking my butt. I lost my Dad 8 months ago, I lost my life 4 months ago My Rhondie, and lost my Mom the day before Thanksgiving. I would have loved to grieve the loss of my Dad and Mom, but the pain that is consuming me for the loss of my life, My Rhondie has not allowed me to think of anything else.
She had been sick from back problems for 13 years and I have taken care of her. Last April she was diagnosed with Pan. Cancer. The EXPERTS gave her 4 months, She made it 16 months. She is my hero, the strongest person I have ever met. My Rhondie.
Now I am alone without my life, My Rhondie. What do I do now. Part of me wants to stop hurting and the other part does not. I fear tommarrow, for the pain will still be there. I have no purpose. My life is gone, and now there is just an empty shell taking up space. My Family ( whats left ) does not understand and try to offer comfort to no avail. I hear get over it, time will heal. Time is my enemy, each day is a death sentence. I am not doing good with this at all.
I wanted the chicken way out of this and go before my Rhondie, wasn't in the cards. I don't think I can do this alone. I can't believe my Rhondie is gone, My heart is so broken, so empty, the pain is incredible. I know my existance will go on, but I just don't see any sense in it. I am so lost without her, My Rhondie. She offen wondered what her purpose was to be on this Earth, She offen wanted to contribute something special to Mankind, to be remembered for. She did change this world by being here, for the better. Everyone she touched while on this earth for this short time. She made me the person I am today which she was proud of. I would have to say that I would be one of the luckiest to have known her and to have had the honor of having her as my Rhondie. I Love you so very much, I will miss you forever.
Your ( SM ) Dave