MY ROBBIE - I miss you so...MY SON


I think of you often, every day and miss you so....I just wish you were here with me. Your life was so hard and my deepest wish was that you could see a future where you would have less emotional pain. I know that you took an accidental overdose, but sometimes I wonder if you had given up... It's been 10 weeks now, and at times I cannot believe you are gone..You are in my heart forever....

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May 23, 2012
I am so sorry
by: SoSadDad

Bonnie, I am truly sorry for the loss of your son Robbie and for the pain and grief and confusion and lonliness you are experienceing. I too have lost loved ones to accidental overdoses, first Melanie, 31, on 9/20/2009 then Jennifer, 28, on 7/16/2012. Both of our children, our two precious daughters, are gone from our lives forever, this side of Heaven. Bonnie, if you're feeling anything like I do, it must seem like it's almost unbearable, and life seems hopeless and helpless, and no one understands how you feel. I'm a man, but it seems I cry nearly every day, and it doesn't matter where I am. It's uncontrollable, and I'm not ashamed. The rest of the world doesn't know just how much it hurts, and they don't understand why we haven't gotten over it yet. They don't know, and we hope and pray they never do, but we won't get over it. We'll heal some, and we'll learn to live with it, and learn to cope with the seemingly unfair situation we're in. And we'll always miss our kids. But we'll never get over it. We know our kids would want us to continue on, and for that, we will. I attend Compassionate Friends meetings, and they say it gets better with time. I'm sure they are telling the truth, but it's pretty hard to believe right now. Bonnie, if you haven't heard of them, go online to and read some of the literature. Then maybe look for a chapter near you. It helps so much to be with people who understand; not your hurt exactly, but the group is run by parents who have also lost a child. So they know the pain, the agony, the loneliness and the frustration. I believe they have been a life saver for me. Again, I'm so very sorry for the loss of Robbie. If I could take your pain, I would. No one deserves this in their life. If you have faith, hang on to it.

God bless you!

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