My Sister

She was the most amazing person. Took care of me at age 6 when my mother died. Laughed, loved us all, had the best sense of humour. Not a day does by when I do not think of her. Has been almost 4 years and yes, it does get better, that said always thought she would be here much longer. I will love her forever. Thank you for allowing me to speak what I don't anywhere else.

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Jul 14, 2012
Caitie Said She Wouldn't
by: L. Johnson

I lost my identical twin sister last year due to suicide. She's always on my mind. She was just a 21 year old kid. Life is too damn short. I don't understand it, I probably never will. There are days when I miss her like crazy and just cry for no reason. Sometimes I still forget she's gone and I'll pull out my phone and start texting her number until it hits me, she is really gone.

to be honest, I find it hard to wake up because in my dreams, everything is okay, like it never happened, we're together and we're happy, causing mischief and mayhem like the good old days.

Then the sun comes out and punches me back into reality and there's nothing, there's no you. You're gone. Why did you have to go??

I love you and sometimes I really hated you for doing what you did.

I just wish you could come back and this was just some kind of dark twisted prank you thought of. So I could punch you for scaring me like that. And tell you to; "Never do it again or else I'd have to kick your ass, because that seriously was not funny!" And we'd both nervously laugh together
Knowing it wasn't real.

If only it weren't real.
But it is.

No matter how many times i dream of her, I have to keep reminding myself that my little sister is dead, and there was nothing I could do to stop it.

Jul 09, 2012
lost my big sister
by: clc

i just lost my big sister we were just 2 years a part.she was my best friend and we shared everything together. i just can't deal with it i miss her so much and all i do is cry i am a mess.

Jun 21, 2012
Loss of a sister
by: Rebekah

I lost my twin sister at the age of 47 this past november 19th , she was my best friend , cofident , I miss her so much still , I feel like I am a substute grandmother and mom to her chicldren and grand children,I dont know how to explain to her g-children that I am not their grandmaw we were idetical twins and they dont yet understand.:( They will in time the pain I feel at times is so bad I lose my self in it . It is hard to lose a sibling no matter what , I am sorry for your loss and everyone elses .

Jun 20, 2012
by: Christina

I too lost my sister on April 6, 2012. It is a pain that I can't describe. She was like a mother, a sister and a best friend all wrapped up in to one person. I miss her so much and am quite depressed about all of it. I just want her back and it pains me to know that I have to go on living without her. She was only 47 and died six weeks to the day after being diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer. I don't know if my life will ever feel normal again.

Jun 19, 2012
by: Suzie

my sister passed away 5/27/12. she was 38 years old. just 2years older than me. we were very close. Her death was sudden and unexpected. I am going thru so many emotions. I feel like loosing a sister (my only sister) is a lose i cant put into words. a sister and best friend. its been 3 weeks and i am still a mess.

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