my sister's death
i lost my sister who hanged herself to fan on july 10th 2012.. I am not able to forget her.. i feel like crying very big when she comes to my mind but she wil wont come back if i do so.. when i stay at home my mind is full of her thoughts and i feel little scared to be alone in home.. i did not slept in that room where she hanged from the day she died.. my heart starts beating fast and i cant have a pleasant sleep. at night time i feel like some thing is back of me.. totally im afraid alot for no reason.. i also miss my grand ma one year back due to ill health and now my sister... i never thought that this things happen in my life. i cant even believe that my sister did so !! totally i missed her a lot :'(.......