my sister's death

by pradeep
(hyderabad,andhra pradesh,india)

i lost my sister who hanged herself to fan on july 10th 2012.. I am not able to forget her.. i feel like crying very big when she comes to my mind but she wil wont come back if i do so.. when i stay at home my mind is full of her thoughts and i feel little scared to be alone in home.. i did not slept in that room where she hanged from the day she died.. my heart starts beating fast and i cant have a pleasant sleep. at night time i feel like some thing is back of me.. totally im afraid alot for no reason.. i also miss my grand ma one year back due to ill health and now my sister... i never thought that this things happen in my life. i cant even believe that my sister did so !! totally i missed her a lot :'(.......

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Oct 27, 2012
my sister's death
by: Doreen U.K.

Pradeep I am sorry for your loss of your sister who hanged herself. You say that you feel scared to be in the room where she hung herself. This is very normal. I wouldn't even want to be in the same house. All those memories will fade in much time. I don't know what religion you belong to. You can ask your priest to go to your home and to BLESS the house and go into each room and bless each room from evil spirits. they have no place in your home and in your life.
It is very hard when such tragedy visits your home. As you say you didn't think this would happen. I didn't think my husband would die 5 months ago. But he did and it gets harder each day to live without him, as you would feel without your sister. It is only TIME that will HEAL all wounds.
Find good family and friends to be with you and help you in your grief. You will go on in life to be happy again and return to life as you know it. We all have NO CHOICE but to live the life we have been given. BUT HOW? None of us knows until each day unfolds. Perhaps new people will come into our life and make a difference.

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