my son jeff
by JOAN JACKSON
(124 CHESTER AVE YEADON PA. 19050)
I MISS MY SON SO MUCH. HE WOULD TAKE ME TO LUNCH AND DINNER AND THE CASINO, USUALLY HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY MONEY, BUT I DID'T CARE BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE HIM HAPPY, EVEN FOR A LITTLE WHILE.
HE WAS UNDER SO MUCH PRESSURE WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND TO TRY AND TAKE CARE OF HER AND HER KIDS
3 AND IT FINALLY GOT HIM KILLED BY HER HUSBAND. OF COURSE AT THIS TIME HE IS IN JAIL. I PRAY THAT HE WILL NEVER GET OUT. THE HEARING IS THE 15TH OF DEC.09.
FOR SOME REASON, I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO HER, SINCE THE THREE OF THEM WERE THE LAST PEOPLE TO SEE MY BABY BEFORE HE WAS KILLED. JEFF WAS HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A TIRE IRON IN FRONT OF THE HOUSE THAT JEFFREY AND KRISTY HAD RENTED.
BEFORE I LEFT FOR MY CRUISE, HE HAD SAID HE WAS LEAVING KRISTY BECAUSE IT WAS TOO HARD TO CONTUINE TO GET ALONG WITH HER CHILDREN. I WAS SO HAPPY TO HEAR THIS, AND LEFT THINKING I WOULD HELP HIM TO GET ON WITH HIS LIFE WHEN I GOT HOME.
WELL WHEN I GOT HOME AFTER 12 DAYS BEING AWAY, JEFFREY HAD BEEN DEAD FOR 3 DAYS, THAT WAS MY HOMECOMING NEWS. I DON'T REMEMBER TOO MUCH OF THAT NIGHT EXCEPT MAYBE I WAS HAVING A NIGHTMARE AND TOMMOROW MY BABY WOULD BE WITH ME, HELPING ME UNPACK AND ASKING ABOUT MY TRIP, AND WINKING AT ME TO GO TO THE CASINO, AND I WOULD BE READY TO.
GOD IS THE ONLY ONE TO KNOW I MUCH I LOVE JEFF AND MISS HIM TOO. I HAVE THREE OTHER KIDS
JEFFREY WAS THE BABY BUT I WANT JEFF BACK SO MUCH. I LOVE HIM, I WILL ALWAYS MISS HIS CHARM AND BEAUTY. MY MY MY HOW HANDSOME WAS HE.