my son jeff

by JOAN JACKSON
(124 CHESTER AVE YEADON PA. 19050)

I MISS MY SON SO MUCH. HE WOULD TAKE ME TO LUNCH AND DINNER AND THE CASINO, USUALLY HE DIDN'T HAVE ANY MONEY, BUT I DID'T CARE BECAUSE I WANTED TO MAKE HIM HAPPY, EVEN FOR A LITTLE WHILE.

HE WAS UNDER SO MUCH PRESSURE WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND TO TRY AND TAKE CARE OF HER AND HER KIDS 3 AND IT FINALLY GOT HIM KILLED BY HER HUSBAND. OF COURSE AT THIS TIME HE IS IN JAIL. I PRAY THAT HE WILL NEVER GET OUT. THE HEARING IS THE 15TH OF DEC.09.

FOR SOME REASON, I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO HER, SINCE THE THREE OF THEM WERE THE LAST PEOPLE TO SEE MY BABY BEFORE HE WAS KILLED. JEFF WAS HIT IN THE HEAD WITH A TIRE IRON IN FRONT OF THE HOUSE THAT JEFFREY AND KRISTY HAD RENTED.

BEFORE I LEFT FOR MY CRUISE, HE HAD SAID HE WAS LEAVING KRISTY BECAUSE IT WAS TOO HARD TO CONTUINE TO GET ALONG WITH HER CHILDREN. I WAS SO HAPPY TO HEAR THIS, AND LEFT THINKING I WOULD HELP HIM TO GET ON WITH HIS LIFE WHEN I GOT HOME.

WELL WHEN I GOT HOME AFTER 12 DAYS BEING AWAY, JEFFREY HAD BEEN DEAD FOR 3 DAYS, THAT WAS MY HOMECOMING NEWS. I DON'T REMEMBER TOO MUCH OF THAT NIGHT EXCEPT MAYBE I WAS HAVING A NIGHTMARE AND TOMMOROW MY BABY WOULD BE WITH ME, HELPING ME UNPACK AND ASKING ABOUT MY TRIP, AND WINKING AT ME TO GO TO THE CASINO, AND I WOULD BE READY TO.

GOD IS THE ONLY ONE TO KNOW I MUCH I LOVE JEFF AND MISS HIM TOO. I HAVE THREE OTHER KIDS JEFFREY WAS THE BABY BUT I WANT JEFF BACK SO MUCH. I LOVE HIM, I WILL ALWAYS MISS HIS CHARM AND BEAUTY. MY MY MY HOW HANDSOME WAS HE.

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Dec 02, 2009
TO JOAN IN PA SON JEFF
by: ANN

MY DEAR FRIEND,

I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LOSS OF YOUR PRECIOUS SON, JEFF. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE THE PAIN YOU MUST FEEL FROM LOSING A CHILD. SOMETIMES THE PRESSURES AND PAIN IN LIFE SEEM TOO MUCH TO BEAR.

SOMETIMES WE GET TRAPPED IN OUR SORROWS AND CAN'T SEE BUT A SMALL SPACE IN FRONT OF US. BUT ALLOW YOURSELF TO GRIEVE AND CRY AND EMBRACE THE SADNESS, IT'S THE FIRST STEPS OF HEALING.

I FEEL THAT YOU AND YOUR SON HAD A VERY CLOSE RELATIONSHIP, AND THAT'S A GIFT, ONE THAT NO ONE CAN EVER TAKE FROM YOU.

I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND MAY GOD GRANT YOU STRENGTH TO MOVE ON IN TIME AND START TO HEAL. BLESS YOUR HEART.

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