My son Joshxx 14/01/1997-17/08/2011

by Karen.

Hi Josh its Mum,i miss you so much its been over 5months now since you went away.Every body has got on with their lives now.I got through your birthday only just i cried all day i miss your laugh and a lot of your antics i miss your voice.I miss the way you would run up the stairs after school throw your bag on the bench and change your clothes and always change into your boxers and tea shirt,you always wore them at home and thats what we put you in when you died.Iam so sad all the time i cry every day i miss your cuddles and kisses.You are always there with me you are and always will be my bubba cakes.You were only 14yrs old had all your life in front of you its not fare.Imiss you soooooooooooooo much it hurts so bad and it doesnt get any better.Your ever loving mum.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.Karen.I love this site i can express my thoughts with strangers who have been where i have been,family have all gone now so i talk to people here only know what i have been through because they have been there to.You only know how i feel because they have lost a child to.Unless you have lost a child you dont know what we have been through and thats HELL.

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Jan 30, 2012
Yes Karen it is hell
by: Anonymous

So sorry about your son. My daughter was murdered July 2010. Tuesday would be her birthday. I have scheduled that day off of work because I know I will be useless. At least you can still feel your sons presence around you. That is a blessing. My daughter has sent me signs that she is ok. They loved us enough that they would not want us to suffer. Losing a child is a parents worst nightmare. I don't know how your son passed, but for someone to take the life from your child is torture. He is still free and she will not breath another breath.

My prayers to you.

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