my son, my best friend, my life

by christine
(boulder city, nv.)

my son dustin was 38, when he went to heaven on nov. 12 2012. I found him when I got home from work, he had been gone four hours by that time according to the medical examiner. my heart broke in half. I am still waiting for him to come home. he was my only child, my life, we cooked together, did mountain climbing, sang, laughed, he was my best friend, now who do I have? it hurts so bad. I have to turn to God for strength. there is no other way to go.

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Nov 22, 2013
My son - our sons.
by: Anonymous

I am sorry for all of us Mums who have lost our sins/daughters. It is so hard to know what to 'do' with the pain. I so wish I could feel my son close, but I don't. I haven't even dreamt of him. So lonely.
God bless all of you.

Nov 22, 2013
Son and Best Friend
by: Anonymous

I am so sorry you lost your precious child. I was sitting at the computer crying again for y son who passed away 02/04/12. I found this website and had to respond to let you know that I will pray for you.

Many mornings after a sleepless night I can feel Scott is in my room telling me he is "fine" and waiting on the other side for me. I know that Scott does not want me to hurry, I can hear him saying " Live for me MOM", so I push through.

I hope telling you some of my story has helped you. Nothing will ever feel the same for anyone who has lost a child, but please know that they are watching over us. After all they are now our guardian angel.

Nov 11, 2013
so sorry
by: Anonymous

I am so sorry for your loss, I too lost my son sept 2013 he took his own life.I can bearly breath the pain is too much to bear,i just want him back and can think of nothing else.

Oct 31, 2013
My son. I miss him so much
by: Anonymous

I too lost my only son, aged 36. He died on 13th October 2013. He had a brain tumour. The pain is agonising. I just want him back. I don't want to live. but I have to, for my beautiful daughter.

Oct 29, 2013
Deeper than
by: Dianne

Please forgive my intrusion into your grieve. My son was found on the 6th of December 2012. He was my soul mate , my other half, next month is his 39th birthday. I just exist every day . My heart goes out to you as I understand your pain. My wish is that I could hold my child one more time " but I know that that will never be enough for any of us mothers. Because if we had them back for one more second they won,t go without us.

Oct 26, 2013
Your son
by: Kate

Your opening words read my heart. My son was all that to me. He died Nov 17th, 2012. I so not know how I am still alive. In actuality I am half dead because within,I'm not all here. Part of me died too,a huge part! I have leaned on God so much! On my own I could not do this at all. I will just stop here saying that we are stronger than we think and it is because of God within. When we call Him we can endure,somehow although it is the mot horrible path of pain ever known to me and I'm sure you. My son was 39. My heart goes out to you.

Oct 25, 2013
my son,my best friend
by: savanaAnonymous

I am too very sorry for yr lost, it is hard that we still need to trust God knows the best,When i lost my only son 4 months ago from a murder misery. I was so loss and still wanted to know why or what happened to me. I still go to church and work and do yoga. Yoga does help me to breathe and stertch the body really need when in such of time like what we are going through right now. we need to be strong for other, God will help us through,xoxo

Oct 25, 2013
my son, my best friend, my life
by: Doreen UK

Christine I am sorry for your loss of your son Dustin to a sudden death. We are never quite prepared to lose one of our children. We don't expect them to die before us. I worry about this all the time. Because you lost an only child your grief will be more intense. If you find yourself struggling then go and see a grief counsellor to help support you past the pain. If you believe in God and have a Faith it does help tremendously. I lost my husband of 44yrs. to cancer 17 months ago and I am still struggling more with grief now. Feeling his loss and the emptiness that death has left me with. We will never get over this loss but in time God will give us the strength to move forward from grief. Knowing that we will see our loved one's again is of great comfort. If death was the end then our grief would last forever. Knowing our loved one's are safe in the arms of God is a great comfort. Reach out to God to send his Spirit the Comforter to you at this time and try and take one day at a time. This is how I have coped till now. My daughter is quite naturally forward planning what she wants to do in the days ahead and I have to tell her I can only take one day at a time. This helps me move on each day. May God comfort you in your grief and give you His Peace.

Oct 25, 2013
My son
by: Fabio

Hi , just want to tell you i share your pain and there's nothing can take it away i have lost my only son in a motorbike accident on a supppe to be safe track , rather very unsafe infact 4 month after my son passed the world champion son sean edwards died on the some track 2 week ago all i can suggest is don 't listen to any one unless they are in your situation mean time we found meditation and reading book s about life after death i send you my love hope this will help u a little .fabio australia

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