My son Neethan
by Dee kershaw
just 2days before he died
Neethan was 6yrs old, a happy little boy who lived his life the best he could. He didnt talk much or do much as he was epileptic and had daily fits. He had a wheelchair to get pushed around in. He had an older sister too (she 12yrs)
Neethan was sitting at home watching Mr Tumble on the tv as it was the school holidays. He said "bottle please" so i went to get him one. But when i returned with it 2mins later he was gone.
No warning, nothing.
He had had a heart attack. For 15mins I tried cpr to bring him back but nothing. The ambulance arrived and took him to hospital where he was put on life support for 5days. But it was no good he was brain dead.
So i had to switch of the machine and he was gone.
Why o why?????
I cant sleep, i blame myself, im depressed and just wish i could be with him. Is this normal? I cry every night to fall asleep.
Neethan 07/05/07- 07/08/13
I miss you son