my step-dad means so much to me

by Ms. M

I lost my step-dad 2 years ago. Feb. 21, 2011. his more than a step-dad to me. he was a father for me for 32 years. his the one at my 1st birthday, my 18th birthday and his the one who walked me down the aisle on my special day. his always there for me. his very special to me. his a great dad. 2 years ago about this time we lost my dad. he called me that more to ask something. and that's the last time I heard his voice. I don't what will I do, if I did not answer his call. then he left home my younger sister was the last one who saw my dad.she's the one who close the door for him. my dad woke her up. so she went did not say anything cause she's still half asleep. she did not even kiss him. so after I talked to him went back to sleep. after few minutes we heard our mom shouting about our dad in the hospital. from that moment my heart starting to pump very fast. cause we don't know what happened to him. I was in a panic. that time my husband is sick. my brother,my mom & sister was the first one went to the hospital. i was left with my husband who got flu, my sister's few months old baby, and my younger sister. my sister called that we have to go the hospital. when we get there my dad lying down his color is turning so dark.its not normal that;s the time they told me his gone. but to the hospital all of us where crying. cause we don't know his situation. I was holding my sister's baby, I was guiding my husband driving us to the hospital his so dizzy. my dad his so cold already. you know he even tried to save his life he drove himself at the hospital. he got out the car he told the security guard his not feeling well so the guard went inside to get a wheelchair. coz my dad is kinda a big guy. by the time the guard came out he was lying at the parking lot. from that moment he never woke up again. its only 10 minutes away the hospital from our house but it feels like going there took us forever. from that day up to now the pain is still there. I cry every now and then.
i miss him so much. his my everything. every time I have a problem his there for me he will hug me and we cry together. how I wish his still here with us. I love you Daddy so much.

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