my story

by jane

Hi, I lost my mum she was 69 she died suddenly from cardiac arrest, 15 weeks ago, my dad rang and told me in the middle of the night she died in bed , I am so frustrated and sad about it, didn't get to say goodbye. nothing seems to make it better, i know it cant be made better but i just hope for something that cannot be. Wish i could come to terms with this horrible thing but really struggling hoping i will not feel this bad for the rest of my life, It makes you feel like your life has been cheated as well, I know this sounds selfish but why do bad things happen to good people? I just dont know....feel so sorry for my dad more than anything he is on his own now, thats hard for me.....jane

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May 19, 2011
Dear Jane,
by: Anonymous

You are not alone. I am lost in this world and feel like I am being avoided too. At the same time, I long to be alone. It's an upside down world and we have to take one hour at the time. I have been holding on to my beloved's car even though he kept telling me to sell it when he was sick. Tomorrow is th e day the buyer is coming for the car. I sat inside of it tonight and could feel and smell him there. I cried and cried and told him how much I love him. I find it helps to keep saying the words I love you off and on all day long. Tomorrow is going to be traumatic. We must handle things one day one breath at a time. May God give you peace soon. He is with you.

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