My sweet husband David,
It's been over a year since you have passed,still having trouble accepting. For 31yrs. I had you to lean on,now I am all alone.Everyone has tried to comfort me,but all I want is you. The world is closing in on me and I need you even more.I know you would want me to be a warrior instead of the person I have recently become. I just started to reach out for help,but it's only for show, I still dont care about me.
David,I am trying to be strong.I force myself to go out everyday. Seeing couples are the worst,it pains me to see people holding hands and smiling. When I walk the beach,I cry because of all the great times we had. How do I live without out?