My Sweet John
(elk grove , ca)
My son died on April 30, 2011. I wonder if there will ever be a day where when this grief doesn't consume me.I miss him so much, he was my oldest son, I have four, he just he just turned 40, it took 13 days to diagnose, and 18 days he died in our home. I was holding his hand and closed his eyes when he passed., Everyone else seems to be fine, no one ever talk about him and I really think I should be better by now
The sadness is so unbearable.
How do you mothers live day by day