My Sweet John's Birthday
(Elk grove Ca)
I posted recently and want to thank you for the kind words. I know only you understand, my son John died on April 30,2011, I changed that day and don't think I will ever be the same and even think the only peace I will have I s when I join him, because this so hard day after day.
His birthday is September 12, we moved from Utah to Elk grove, Ca last year because living in the house he died in tortured me. Any way I had planned to get him a cake
and go to cemetery with happy birthday balloon and release it in his honor. My mom and Dad and sister have passes away, so I wanted my husband's mother father and sisters to join us ( my sons are in Bahrang, Alaksa and one just moved here) I am sure my son will join me, but last night My husbands sister called and decided they can't come, they planned to go to San Francisco instead. This really hurts, they never mention my son, in fact neither does my husband.. I know it has been two years since he died, but I still think of him ever day.....this is so hard