My SWEET TONY...gone 3 mo now...enriched me so much!!
Thanks to all who post here. It helps me endure the loss of my sweet Tony. He has been gone just over 3 months and I look @ his picture everyday and talk to him and tell him how much I love and miss him. He has his arm around me and my arm is around my granddaughter...we're in the country and Tony is smiling. Some days are better than others. I cry so hard sometimes that I can not see. Thank GOD for my 2 dogs when I get home to "our home". It was just Tony & me @ the house. I have no children. Tony had 2 kids. All kinds of drama there. Tony and I enriched each others lives and enjoyed each others company. We had drama @ the end due to his kids...but Tony told me he was sorry and wanted to spend his final days with me and that he always loved me.. Thank you GOD for that mercy. We did not know he was sick. He went pretty fast after the stage 4 pancreatic cancer diagnosis..his kidneys and lungs failed due to the cancer had metasisized there also. Our home was to be our retirement home...now just mine alone. It is so hard to keep moving on...he was my soulmate to the inth! Such a wonderful and zany, loving man. Please say prayers for me to get through all of this grieving. Peace out!