My True Love, My Soulmate
My beloved husband and I were married only four years. It is so short for the couple who loved each other so dearly, so tremendously... My husband and I had very beautiful, but very tragic love story. It was so beautiful because we met each other from different parts of the world. He was an American man from Texas and I came from Uzbekistan, the country located at the territory of former Soviet Union. We fell in love with each other so deeply and despite any differences in our culture, in our traditions and lifestyles, we did everything together and our hearts were beating for each other, we both became as one person, as one soul for each other. The tragic part of our love story and our marriage was his cancer, Hodgkin's Lymphoma Cancer. He was diagnosed with cancer back in 2004, three years before we met each other and he went through a lots of chemo treatments. His doctor told him that he was cured from cancer, and then that time he and I met each other. His cancer came back one year after our wedding. We both had been blessed by God, the Lord gave us a beautiful child, the boy with beautiful big blue eyes. We both were so happy, but our happiness was darkened suddenly by he bad news - his cancer came back. My husband and I were fighting that freaking cancer for three years, we were desperately asking God to give him a total recovery and remission, but God made his own decision - my husband passed away on December 7 2011. I missing my husband so tremendously, I do not know how I am going to move on in this life, how I am going to live every single day without my husband, he is so irreplaceable to my heart. He meant more than everything to me, more than the whole Universe... I love only my husband and I can not live without him at all.