My younger dog killed my older ... How do you get over something like this!?
I had to put my 11 year old boxer down 2 days ago. We came home to find her laying on the floor ripped up from our 4 year old boxer. It looked like something out of a horror story. I am so devastated I can't stop crying. How do you get through this ? How do you not hate the other dog? Liza the younger boxer is a sweetheart but she only had a few punter wounds poor Lola the older boxer was so damaged. I feel so guilty ..they had gotten into it a few times in the past years but that was only outside so I stopped putting them out together. When inside they would sleep together and lay next to each other. I need to pull it together for my husband and children but I can't stop thinking about the scene and then holding her when the vet put her down. She was such an amazing dog. She had always been there during the years , when I would cry she would snuggle up to me to make me feel better. I miss her so much!!! she did not deserve an end like this ! The pain I'm feeling and guilt is massive. :( :(