On November 4, 2011 My baby went home to our Lord. Words can't describe my sorrow. It all started on October 30th. It was a normal day. We were talking and then all of a sudden, he collasped. He had a massive stroke and bleeding on the left side of his brain. He suffered from hypertension. His bloodpressure was extremely high which led to his demise. This was the first New Years without him. It hurts so bad. I miss him very much. We were together for 6 years. Life is not the same. I know that I have to move on with my life, but it is hard. I loved him very much. Our relationship was not the best, but we loved each other. I hope this year I will get stronger and get through this.
Shareese, no great love is without it's problems. You were together in spite of them you stuck through the rough times because of your deep love for one another. We like to call it a perfect imperfect marriage. IF all were honest that's what they would call it.
Please find the strength to carry on as you did through your difficuties and keep God close to help see you through this roller coaster ride of grief.
Come here often as you like and let your feelings flow and read of others who have been on this journey before you and glean from their writings some understanding of what and why you will feel the many things you do.
