My mother passed away a year ago and I seem to be the only one grieving for my mom. My Dad is dating and my brother doesn't want to talk to me about anything. I feel so alone! My friends are not supporting me much anymore. I guess they're sick of me talking about it. The only one I can talk to are you guys. My mom was only 68 and her death
was so quick (five months after she was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer). I journal about my feelings every day, take antidepressants (which are making me gain weight) and talk to a grief counselor. I don't know what more I can do. I miss her so much! I didn't get to say goodbye to her or tell her that I loved her because one day she was fine and the next she was in ICU and couldn't talk because she was intabated. Everyone keeps telling me that its been a year and time to move on, but I can't! I can't concentrate at work and I keep waking up in the middle of the night! I'm 41 years old and other than spending time with my son, I don't have much of a social life. I guess I inadvertently pushed people away and now I can't get them to come back. This has been the worst year of my life and I know I need to move on, but it's so hard, harder than I ever through it would be.
I need some support and guidance from your guys! I feel so hopeless!