Need my mom
Donot knw what to do. Try being strong at times but I m not strong n I had never ever thought of living without mama. I used to pray that I never hav to live without my parents. N she was and is everything to me. Came as a shock that she has cancer. Dint get a chance to get her treatment started. Seriously think abt dyin very often these days. I was so so happy. Had d perfect family. She went n then a couple of months later my grandfather went. Y m I still alive. It's so painful. All the time I miss them. N mama was rlly needed. I shared a v v special bond wid her. I was actually an adopted child but my parents loved me way too much. I was actually meant to b theirs. Now my dad lives for me n I for him. But m so broken that cannot b of any help to him. What do I do ?