Lost my oldest daughter Neva in June 2012, to murder by two men ,drugged her up , they had robbed her of $600 rent money.. got her on drugs, raped beat her and then? left her for dead,for over 20 hours, next thing. I find myself rushing to a hospital, she is in a coma, very very beat up. the hosp[ital tried to keep her alive, In massive life support after we saw her the family. for many many many days. at one point? when her kidneys were going I wanted to give her one of mine. I would have gave her two in a heart beat to save her life, we had some hope one day out of it.. Only one day. next day? horror in a few days we would have to take My baby off her life support. I was first that had to sign they claimed she was now? brain dead. Her oldest son signed seconds and her oldest daughter signed next. , It was a horror show.. and I am still not over it.. it hurt I was with her when she died so was my grandson her oldest son.. The funeral, was sad to me. i am sad. i miss her so very very very much. I just turned 63 in September.. she was just turned 42 in May by June she was dead. I miss her so much. have not ever felt such pain. in my life. I just sill off and on want to die to be with her.. I Miss her so much, u yes I have other children. yes I have grandchildren. Only? One child or grandchild NEVER replaces another.. I have never never been so sad in-my life..
I Miss you Neva Mother.. I love to my dear dear Neva.. Momma. I will Never get OVER THIS LOSE!! or forget YOU my dear Neva til the day I too die.. and sometimes? I pray its soon.