My grandmother passed away july of 2007 from ovarian cancer. She was literally a second mother to me when my mom was at work I was always sent to stay with her. She was so fun and full of life. She spoiled me rotten when I was sad about things in life. I still remember every single thing about her. How we would watch bad reality tv shows together and laugh at all the non sense, she would always cheer me up if I was feeling down. It kills me to this day when I walked in her hospice hospital room and the first thing she said when she saw me was how sad she was that she wouldnt get to see me graduate. That was so important to her and she missed it but I know that she's up above watching over me. I just miss her so much it hurts Ive been crying so much lately and I think it has to due with me about to move away from home for the first time and how she won't be able to send me off like she used to do when I went on trips. I really wish I could get rid of this pain but I can't I miss her so much and lately it's been so hard to even think about her because it makes me so sad but I try to think if all the great times we had and man were there a million of those. I just have to keep believing that she up in heaven looking over me and that she is finally done with suffering from cancer. I just want to make her proud that is all I want to graduate from college make my first film and enjoy life because I know that she wouldn't want it any other way.
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