never got a chance.
(yankton south Daokta)
i was only 14 when my dad died, my parents got divorced.when i was 7 after that, i barley got to see him,because he lived in a different state. he use to abuse my mom.so my mom was scared he was gonna hurt us.so that's why we barley saw him. anyways i was a daddy's girl,he was my best friend.but after the divorce, my cuzin,around my age she lived up in Nebraska where my dad lived, she got close to him. iv always been jealous,because they had a relationship like father and daughter like i did with him when i was little. so after he died, i felt like my dad gave all the signs that he was around to her not me. i feel unwanted and like he don't care. i know that's terrible ,but i never got the change to get close to him again. i always use to blame my mom for ruining are family. but i just wanna know why do i cry for my dad if i barley saw him.
its been almost 3 years now and i still feel like hes always around my cuzin and that family in Neb. i just don't understand.