We lost our son June 24, 2010.. There is such an empty hole in my body.. There is just no way to describe the feeling.. We cry and ask why but nothing... Just an empty hole..
We loved our son so much.. He had everything to look forward to..
I too lost a bright 26 year old son Travis March 17th 2009. He suffered from Oct 15th 2007 until his death from Testicular Cancer a curable Cancer that didn't cure him even after Stem Cell. Seeing him go though the treatments and after Stem Cell didn't work telling us 6 months to live. Travis was given Chem every 3 weeks until the 3th of Jan 2009. Feb 3th 2009 the Doctor said no more. The Doctor was saying go home and die. Travis had seizes and a tumor on the spine. Feb 19th he was in the hospital a week later came home and we had to get hospices. He was such a health nut. He would always eat right and was a weight lifter. Travis graduated College May 2005 and got a great job May 2006. The pain doesn't go away. A person has to start getting busy or you will be busy dying. I do not think anyone of your children want you to suffer forever. My Son said it could be Ok when he seen the apostles and I said I would never be Ok and He said yes you will. I live with the thought he wanted me to be ok. My heart and love to all of you. I wish no parent this terrible nightmare that never seems to end.
Ill Miss You by: Chris Henriquez
To the family, we met once fairly quick, me and nick saw each other alot, we had been friends for about 4 years, then we ended in bad terms, i wish we would of ended in better terms, he would always talk to me, and i knew he needed help i tried, but then he just left me, i tried reaching to him again, and no one wanted to give me his information, i really wanted to be friends again. I was glad he had made that change though before he left us. Im sad that he is gone. I have missed him. If you ever need anything please let me know.
chris.h@xpeonline.com
Dear Father of Nicholas by: Anonymous
I see your words, hear your words and feel the gush of pain coming through in those few sentences. "Why" is what we asked ourselves for weeks and months. We decided that there was no answer we would find acceptable. We wanted our son back, but that was not to be. 5 years ago next month, our precious son ended his young life. I know the gnawing pain of grief. It is deep and at times, beyond description. But I also know the deep love and comfort of my God. May He wrap His arms around you and hold you close. I will share my email address if you would like to contact me and my husband: impossiblejoy@yahoo.com. Blessings, G
I am thinking of you all by: kay
Hello I am so sorry for your loss, I too lost my precious child, my son, in a tragic motor vehicle accident May 11 2010. He was 23 and so handsome and full of Life. He had only been at his dream job for 4 weeks when he was killed on his way to work. I am in so much pain and I feel so empty. I don't know what I am going to do. Until you have lost a child you cannot explain the agony and deepest dark despair. My thoughts are with you. Kay
Feel your pain by: Ron Rosenbaum
I was very sorry to hear of the loss of Nicholas. I have many good memories of him.
I wish I could say something to make the pain go away for you and the family, but alas I know that any words come up short to your sorrow.
Lost my Daughter 11/09 by: Mary Beth
I am going to be one of those people who say, "I am so sorry"; however, I understand your devastation and sorrow first handed. I too lost my baby. She was 26. Her birthday is coming up, July 12th. I am not looking forward to it, but I will celebrate it with her son. Please know that you are not alone. There are so many of us living this nightmare. I am so thankful that I found this site. I've looked and looked on line for some help, and this is the first time I've seen this place.
Loss of Son by: Brenda
I am so sorry for the loss of your son. I know your pain I just lost my 27 year old son Cody on the 21st of May 2010. I just came back from visiting his grave for the first time since the funeral. I am still so numb and when I do allow myself to feel the pain is unbearable. He was my baby, my only son and the 2nd child I have buried. I miss him so much and I like you do not really know the words that could describe such pain and anguish. I will never be the same. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. May our sons rest in peace. Brenda
