nightmare called life

by Donna
(Texas)

It was 3 months ago today, Bryan collapsed in my arms July 23, 2010. It seems like it was just yesterday that my nightmare started, but it also seems like it has been forever. That is the way it was in our lives. It was like we met yesterday but also like we have been together all of our lives.

I am so blessed to have had Bryan as such a large powerful part of my life. He completely changed me. When we met I was a very timid, introverted person. I had been told all of my life how ugly I was, and how beautiful my little sister was. But when Bryan came along he showed me that I was the most beautiful person inside and out that he had ever met. My daughter says that we lived the cinderella dream, we found true love, love that lasts forever. We didn't have a lot of money but we had more love than we ever thought could exist.

But now my dream has turned into a nightmare that I will never be able to wake up from. Why did this have to happen to him. He was such a good person, I mean a genuinely good, honest man. Everyone loved him. I don't wish death on anyone, but with all of the mean, evil people in the world today, why take one of the best people I will ever know? When will this nightmare ever end, or will it?

I thank God, my children, all of you guys and of course Bryan for helping me get through this nightmare now called life.