No Longer Wedding, now Nightmare
Were almost 2 weeks away from the day we were gonna get married. Now that you are no longer here with me, how am i expected to get through this. what can i do to delete this day from my life. I do not want to see that days light of day and no i will not make it, i am not strong and i do not want to be strong.
All the joy and happiness that day was suppose to hold is now 10x the sorrow and grieve, the pain is no longer pain, someone needs to invent another word that can come close to what i feel.
Its been 80 days since you died and just left me, after all the future plans, i lost my future, someone tell me how one can go on without a future.
This is too much, really, too much at 26 i am not ready for all this pain cos i do not know how to handle it.