NO MORNING SMILES AND GOOD NIGHT CUDDLES
by LONELY DAUGHTER
I have tried to pick up the pieces after the unexpected death of my mum weeks ago.
I do not have family, children or friends who understand. She lived a long life they tell me. Yes but THAT DOES NOT STOP ME MISSING HER SHE WAS MY MUM.
We both had unhappy experiences with men. Her father was a compulsive gambler and my father lost the family home - my husband left me when his business took off so we both clung together and understood each others insecurities.
The last few years of her life she was in so much pain but always reassured me and told me not to worry. Maybe thats why when I come into an empty house I still cry and feel shocked she is not there.
Why does no one understand the depth of my love for? I dont want their sympathy but get fed up with patrionising words when my heart is broken. Thank you for listening to me.