on ward and forward must focus and keep going
by mark t parsons
firstly i would like to thank those wonderful caring
people which have left replys for me . you cannot express into words how much they have meant to me.
days arrive and depart with different emotions, high and lows
from feelings im getting there to total isolation and mixed
im finding i cant go out an socialise any more ,cant cope with sympathy so im slowly becoming reclusive .
must find a way out and the will to cope. but its like something has died within me every thing is like an up hill battle want to come home some days and just retire to bed leave the outside world to carry on with out me as ive got nothing left to give.
when will this agony end ,is there any chance i will feel happy again to release me from this unbearable emptyness
and sorrow .iff there is a way havent found it yet
please lord god almighty show me to my road of hope and salvation