One Month Ago Today..... I miss you Rudy!
Today has been one month since my brother Rudy passed away. I miss him so much! I don't really know how I'm feeling right now. I want to cry but I can't I want to scream but I can't. I'm struggling with some of my siblings as they are being distant with my parents and I don't understand why they would not want to be with my parents on Easter and celebrate Rudy being with our dear Lord. I pray that Rudy helps my siblings see what they have in front of them before its too late. I want to hold my brother right now.
I still can't comprehend that he will not be with us on Sunday. It feels like he is away like he sometimes did but he will be there for Sunday brunch....
Rudy would have been excited to have all of us together. He was quiet but he was kind, he would sit back and watch all of us and smile, he always gave me a hug and say I love you Rowie. My son tells me I loved when Uncle Rudy would hug me and say you are a good kid. I will so miss that on Sunday.
I miss and I love your brother!