One month

by Teresa

Today is one month since my love left this earth. And today I received in the mail a package, some of the cards and letters I've sent him over the years. His son found them in his things and mailed them to me. I love him so. I've loved him over half of my life. I am 50 years old, turned 50 the day he died. I've loved him for 28 years. I lost my love and my best friend and my confidant my advisor that day. I lost the sun, moon and stars. He was the light of my life.

Time makes it better? How? Time is just that much more time I have had to survive without him. I'm so scared, so angry, so sad, so lonely. I guess I put too much on the relationship. I guess maybe I depended on his love and support too much. Now, I'm not sure where to go or how to get there without him.

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Jul 23, 2010
Love is...
by: HH

Depending on them fully. Telling them our most inner thoughts, fears and joys. It is the good morning kiss that starts our day And the "I Love you" before we go to sleep. Of course Our life is destroyed when that disappears. Time Does NOT heal all wounds. Time merely allows you to wake one day without the feeling of dread. Forces you to do things on your own. Forces you to grow within and rely on yourself. You are entering the hell called grief. The numbness and disbelief is wearing off and reality is crashing home. Keep reading, we have all been there or are there now. This site will keep you from being at wits end. Your feelings are normal, you will see. Much support from us all. HH

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