One Year And Still Crying
by Eric J. Shadowens Sr.
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Well today 10/16/11 marks one year that the love of my life
left this world.I sat here in front of this computer thinking
of her.I don't feel good and I don't feel bad its just something I can't tell what going though my mind right now.
I've had sad feelings all week but some how manage to sell my house and move into a smaller one.Hoping that this will make
things better down the road.I worth something yesterday and it didn't sound right to some people.I said I was seeing other women and one worth I couldn't replace Judy I'm not trying to
no one will ever replace Judy I was with her for over 48 years.The last 15 we were together 24/7.I retired in 1996 and started in to building house's she work right beside me.So who ever put that comment on here made me fill bad.I would like to meet someone and have a friend to sat and talk to.Here in the house at night it gets very lonely.I do things out side like I belong to Relay For Life and do volunteer work.So that helps during the day.Twice a month I go to the place were Judy got her treatments and take cookies to them for snacks.The Nurse's and doctors are good friends.Now back to how I fill it's a very sad day and all the kids and grand kids are coming by today and we will talk about the good times with her.
But Judy I know you are in Heaven looking down on me so here
is how I fill if there was a way to bring you back I would do it in a second no matter what price I would have to pay.
I will close by telling you how much (I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU)