One year

by Kate
(Texas )

Tomorrow it will be one year that I heard the words " mom Louie died " from my daughter.
The hurtful pain has never stopped within me although I have managed to control it most times by hanging on with all my might and begging God to help me. I have never felt so empty in my heart, a huge piece is missing and I do not even know how to continue on living but we do go on,shattered and affected lost and hurt.....writing on her,trying to survive another day,again. Kate

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Dec 07, 2013
I cry
by: Kate

I cry I cry I cry
Head in hands
I die
My heart numb
Pain in my soul
How I keep going
I do not know

Nov 25, 2013
Your pain
by: Dianne

In two days it's my sons birthday, 8 days later my son is no more, 38years old and 8days. One year ago in a few days I lost the most amazing young man I ever knew MY Son. My heart goes out to you as I know your soul must be screaming as loud as mine for our beautiful sons to come home. I hope you can find some peace, I search every day for mine, is that his walk, his that him riding by, his their a magic message on face book. Because their just can,t be nothing.

Nov 16, 2013
One year
by: Doreen UK

Kate I am sorry for your loss of your son Louie. This is the worst experience of a mom's life when she loses a child/adult child. I can feel every emotion and pain you expressed. Your sorrow is still very raw, and it must feel as if you haven't healed at all. God is the only one who can help us get through this grief. I lost my husband to cancer 18 months ago and I feel worse now as time goes on. I don't know if it is meant to be this way, but many people on this site expressed the same feelings as being worse as time goes on. It is the loneliness, and the isolation that intensifies grief. There is no medication for grief. Healing is such a slow process which is why we need each other as we go on in life. Life becomes an existence and don't know when things will change. I have the God channel on and often there is such uplifting spiritual music with a message which gets me through the rough days. May God comfort You in your grief and give you His Peace.

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