only been 5 months
my husband of 19 years died on his 58th birthday.. 10/27/12... he had cancer, we knew for 2 1/2 years... but he was soooooooooo good, if he really suffered, he did not let me know!!!!! he went in the hospital 10/25..... was almost perfect till then... then.... it just happened!!!! 2 days later he died! he was my rock, I think I cry everyday for him...... there is so much more I need to say, but just cant tonight! omg!! I misss that man so much!!!!
I just don't know how to deal with this!!!!!