Our little princess Erica Brynn
by Angela Logsdon
Our precious Brynn
On December 4, 2011 we lost our baby girl to SIDS. Brynn was almost 3 months old and such a joy in our lives. Brynn laid down for her mid morning nap and never woke back up. It is the worst day and tragic memory of our lives. I feel as if a hole has been ripped into my soul. Like a dagger is stuck in my diaphragm and there is no room to breathe. It has almost been 2 months since she left us and the pain seems to get worse everyday. Im still angry with God. I have alwaus been strong in my faith but I am feeling nothing but hurt from him. I lost a child in 1997 shortly after giving birth he passed. It took me a long time to recover from his loss but I must say this situation is way worse. We were able to bring Brynn home, get to know her, we had daily routines and silly little games we would play and God took that from us!!!! She was perfectly healthy and no problems in her at all. Its just so devastating and I dont know how I will ever make it through this life without her. There are so many questions that we will never have answers to and the worst in this lifetime is that we will never understand.
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