Our little princess Erica Brynn

by Angela Logsdon
(louisville, kentucky)

Our precious Brynn

Our precious Brynn

Our precious Brynn

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On December 4, 2011 we lost our baby girl to SIDS. Brynn was almost 3 months old and such a joy in our lives. Brynn laid down for her mid morning nap and never woke back up. It is the worst day and tragic memory of our lives. I feel as if a hole has been ripped into my soul. Like a dagger is stuck in my diaphragm and there is no room to breathe. It has almost been 2 months since she left us and the pain seems to get worse everyday. Im still angry with God. I have alwaus been strong in my faith but I am feeling nothing but hurt from him. I lost a child in 1997 shortly after giving birth he passed. It took me a long time to recover from his loss but I must say this situation is way worse. We were able to bring Brynn home, get to know her, we had daily routines and silly little games we would play and God took that from us!!!! She was perfectly healthy and no problems in her at all. Its just so devastating and I dont know how I will ever make it through this life without her. There are so many questions that we will never have answers to and the worst in this lifetime is that we will never understand.

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Jan 17, 2012
Princess Brynn
by: TrishJ

Angela~
I really don't know what to say except I am so sorry for your losses. What a beautiful little girl. I totally doubted my faith after the loss of my husband just a little over a year ago. I know exactly what you mean about finding it difficult to even breathe. You feel like your heart has been ripped right from your chest.
You have found a beautiful and supportive web site. All of us on this site are grieving. I've not lost a child so I can't even pretend to know what you are going through. I think I too would be angry at God. I think you have a right to feel angry for now. My hope for you is that you come to understand God's taking your precious child and learn to live your life again. Right now your whole system is in shut down mode. Nothing in your world is right-nothing makes sense. You are very fragile and need to just take things one day at a time. Some days you will need to take it one hour at a time.
Come here and post - rage if you need to. Crying is good for the soul. You can't bury the feelings.
God bless you. I pray for a little sunshine in your day.

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