Life is full of pain,
things i dont want to accept.
I miss my husband Cody so much.
Its been 6 long months and I still can not
find the strength in me to go back to work or get involved with anything like a hobby.
I have a 4 month old baby he is gorgeous.
He was born 2 months after Cody was killed.
My son keeps me going,.
I know someday soon I will have to re introduce myself to the world and do things with my little boy, he deserves happiness.
I am in so much pain but I have to accept the facts, the truth.
My husband is gone, He was killed Jan 16 2012
he was taken from us, life is cruel.
Acceptance is the hardest.
Wish I could give up, but I cant I have a child..
how is anyone suppose to live with such pain?