Paul Anthony Torres March 22, 1972 - March 12, 2010

by Amy
(Taylor, TX)

We all miss you soo much. It is so hard watching Mom and Dad mourn you. I don't know how much more Mom will be able to take. Everyone still talks about you.

We think about you every Friday when we play at the softball games. I miss you pitching and can envision you there pitching like you used to. I bet your knee is not hurting or bothering you anymore. We know you are looking down at us..

We really need your help with what is going on right now and need for you to give us a sign if she is telling us the truth. Please help guide us in making the right decision.

Until we see you again, goodbye for now. Love you!!!!

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Mar 14, 2011
One year
by: Amy

It has been a year and we still cannot get over it. Did you see everyone that was at the mass that was for you? We miss you and love you....

Nov 15, 2010
Remembering You
by: Anonymous

Hey Anthony
I know I keep writing this way to you. I don't have a facebook so I use this as a way to write down my thoughts and to speak to you. It really helps me to cope with your death. But I wanted to tell you that Mom checked your facebook and there are still so many people that write things to you. Everyone still misses and thinks about you.... Mom wrote a comment from your facebook and then when Lala received it she started to freak out because she was like how did someone send a comment from your facebook. But then Mom had signed the bottom with from her and Dad. You were so loved, but I guess you know that. I am just sorry that I was not able to tell you that more often. I am remembering the time last year when we went to play in that kickball tournament in South Austin and the time we went to Grams. I just wish I would have spent more time with you. Miss You & Love You..XOXOXOXOXO

Nov 15, 2010
8 months since you went to Heaven
by: Anonymous

Gosh it seems like it has been longer than 8 months since you left us. I keep thinking that before your angel came for you, he told you it was either you or Baby Gabe that he was going to take to Heaven. But knowing you if this is what happened then I know that you sacrificed yourself and told God that you would go if he would let Baby Gabe stay with us. I swear that Baby Gabe saw you in the sky and that sounds just like you to come in spirit and visit him at the hospital when you were at the hospital. Just the way that Baby Gabe picked up his head and started to wave at you through the window and he said your name. I looked at Gabriel(baby Gabe's father) and said do you think he really saw him. I can't help but to feel guilty that you told God you would go. I just miss you sooo much....Mom & I went to put flowers at your grave and we picked out a headstone for you. It seemed like Dad was so upset and he didn't want to go pick out a headstone, but he went with us. I think Dad feels like he could of done more for you , but we keep telling him you were gone before you got to the hospital. It is just sooo hard without you. We don't even want to face Thanksgiving because we know you will not be there this year. Christmas will be even harder.

Nov 06, 2010
by: Jared

Dear Torres family,

I wanted to let you know that I am praying for you. I pray that God's peace continues to work in you and that somehow, through the pain, you do seek God & His peace that He offers us through Jesus Christ!

Love you!

Oct 18, 2010
Mom found a little peace
by: Anonymous

Mom went on a women's retreat with the church this weekend. She said she was able to sleep the whole night and did not have any trouble sleeping for the first time since you passed away. She said she could not believe it. She said she enjoyed the retreat. We (all the kids) wrote her letters and yours was the only one missing. So I hope you don't mind, but I wrote one to mom from you and told mom that is what I thought you would write in your note if you could have wrote one and sent it from heaven. She said she appreciated that I did that. We just all miss you so much and still cannot believe you are gone. Just wanted to let you know. But I know you are watching from above. Love You!!!!

Sep 30, 2010
Just Miss U Soooo Much
by: Amy

I think of you every time a song comes on the radio and think you are doing the same when that song comes on. Mom keeps thinking we should have waited to take you off of life support, but I think you were already gone before you got to the hosptial. I think it is harder for Mom and Dad because they are the ones that found you. Every Wednesday that phone call plays back in my mind and I start to cry when I take Sierra to school. This is the hardest thing we have ever been through. I thought the hardest thing was when Jonathan broke off the engagement, but that was nothing compared to this.

We love you!!!!!!! Can't wait until we get to see you again. Save me a spot in Heaven.

Sep 09, 2010
Still Cannot Believe you are gone
by: Amy

Hey You
I still cannot believe it!!!!! Tomorrow will be 6 months since the morning I rec'd that call from Mom. This is NOT getting easier and all those that say it does are liars. This really sucks - life without you here. It sometimes hits me all of a sudden like that time at work, I just thought of you and the thought that I will never get to see or talk with you again. I just started to cry but knew I couldn't cry because I was at work.

Mom cries all the time. She thinks no one knows, but I can tell just by looking at her face. Mom looks so sad all the time. I hope my dreams I had about you were right and I hope you are having a blast in heaven.

We miss you soo much and love you!!!

Aug 20, 2010
The Cook-off
by: Amy

Tonight is the cook-off (the 1st one without you.) We miss & love you soooo much. Nothing is the same w/o you... Wish us luck and help us to win something if you can.

Aug 11, 2010
Softball tournament
by: Anonymous

Well we will be playing in the sball tournament this weekend. And I just wish it would be you on the pitching mound. I keep thinking about the league we played in last year. And whenever I did not do well, you would tell me it was ok. I miss you so much. We all do. Do you see how much Mom cries? We all cry b/c we miss you..

I know you will be there in spirit this weekend. Sure could use your help with my hitting. I know you will be watching from above. I am trying not to swing at the high ones. Just wish heaven had a telephone so I could call & talk with you. If only I would have known that would be the last time I was going to see you..Can you imagine how busy the phone lines in heaven would be if we could call you? One day and I can't wait until I get to see you again... Miss you lots!!!

Aug 10, 2010
Not the same
by: Amy

Today is Baby Gabe's 2nd birthday and all I can think about is how you will not be here to celebrate it with us. I have been thinking alot about you and remember some good times. I know you are watching from above. I miss you soooo much...Love You!

Jul 26, 2010
Missing You
by: Amy

It has been 4 months since you have been gone and it is not getting easier. We will be going to South Padre in 2 days and this trip will not be the same without you there. I don't know how we will be able to get through it, because we will all be thinking of you. The kids keep me going and I think lil Gabe keeps Mom going. I know this is going to take time, but it just hurts sooo much, not seeing you or being able to talk to you..Please keep watching over us. We love you!!!

Jul 12, 2010
Loss of Son
by: Anonymous

I lost my 27 year old son on May 21, 2010 so I know the pain you are in now. Pray to God for guidance and peace.
Without God I do not think I could survive the loss of my son. I will pray for your family and I want you to know that my thoughts are with you.

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