Paul Holt Labor Day 9 months 9/06/10

by Hope M Holt
(Tappahannock VA)

My Love,

Nine months have past, And it would seem that life would head in a new direction as in birth. It indeed is a labor to live this life without you.

School will start tomorrow and with that a new season will begin as the days get cooler and Fall approaches. Normally my favorite season, it only brings me closer to the winter that you were stolen from me.

Robbed of all the memories that we were supposed to experience together, to grow old together. To watch our son grow into a man. To watch our other kids as they chose their paths in life. Watching the beauty that the world still has to offer brings such mixed feelings.

I blunder through each day still confused and half there, in a fog that I thought would have dissipated by now. I can only try to live the serenity prayer:

God Grant me the serenity to accept the things

I cannot change. Courage to change those things

I can. And the wisdom to know the difference.

Miss You Love You Forever.


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