Pete

by Brenda
(starke,fla usa)

1973 my brother died he was 17yrs,my mother tryed to kell herself 7times I was only 16.But you wonder what he would be like now.But the pain for my mom is still there.I have so many feeling that i cant undrstand.My mom just started tearing up his picture along with my son I dont understand that is that the way she handles pain.She is now 75 i dont know i just lost to why would she disrespect them like that.I know how she feels i lost my son her first grandson.I dont even know what to say.How could they come to my son service so high,and dont remember nothing they my 2 sister and daughter gave her pills i had to take care of them.The feeling i had when my brother died is there but i do fi That whole week and I have a little confort in putting a letter in his pockett when he died.