I lost my youngest son on 1-15-13 at the age of 23. He was full of life and did more in his short time here than I have in 48 years. He got sick with pneumonia in August and his breathing didn't get any better by October. Took him to a lung doctor at one of the best lung hospitals in the country. They couldn't figure out why his lungs weren't recovering. During all these tests he collapsed at my husbands feet. We tried CPR until the ambulance arrived but I knew in my heart he was gone. He went so fast and no one ever, ever mentioned death to us. My husband and I do not know how to handle just everyday routines that used to come so naturally. We miss him so much that it physically hurts. I buried both my parents and I can tell you the pain of losing a child is by far the worse pain I have ever felt in my life. He just told me right before Christmas that he wanted to ask his girlfriend to get married and he was looking forward to having children of his own. Now all that is gone, he will never get married, never have children. I'm not sure how to go forward if I even want to go forward. I know I shouldn't think like this being I have 2 other sons and a beautiful 3 yr old granddaughter. I feel so broken and my life has changed forever. I tried reading some of the other stories but can't get through them without crying. My baby Bryan I miss you so much!!!