POEM MUM WROTE FOR ME - SADIE MUM AND LOYAL FRIEND OF JILLIAN
THOUGH YOUR HEART MAY ACHE A WHILE
THOUGH YOUR FACE MAY LOSE ITS SMILE
THERE WILL BE LAUGHTER AFTER PAIN
WHEN SUNSHINE FOLLOWS RAIN
YOU WILL BE HAPPY MY JILLY ONCE AGAIN
You were taken on May 22nd 2012. I held you in my arms as you took your last breath.
I came back to the house which we had shared and remembered this poem you wrote for me.
I have shared it with friends on this website as it is so beautiful mum.
The house is empty without your singing, words of wisdom and kindness. I try to control the tears - but remember what I have lost. The friend who saw me through two operations, who gave me courage through being bullied and so many trauma's.
I care for Michael as you know he has been very ill recently but I try to stay calm as you always did and keep to his routine.
Others either avoid me or tell me you are out of your suffering and I have to live my life. But I would rather have five minutes with you again than all the lonely boring shopping trips, or functions without you.
Any understanding responses would be appreciated.