post post grief
(dallas tx )
I lost my father 5 years ago, and i did not grieve. On the day of his burial I went back to college and moved along with my life. What it did in the years after was incredibly difficult. It triggered many cycles that were self destructive to myself and everyone around me. forward passed the alcohol, the anti depressants, the self loathing and pity, Im just now coming to terms with the whole thing.
My father Died, he was the best father that he could be at that time.
Now im dealing with the after effects of not grieving, Im having to work on myself and the relationships around me that are important to me. It is not an easy task.