P.S i love you

by love u mum
(newcastle, England, UK )

my mum was diagnosed with breast cancer about 5 years ago she had been cured for around 1 year then it came back 3 years ago it had spread to her spine she was ill but well for about 1 and a half years but then it started to go down hill alot and it had then spread to her liver and this year it has go down hill very very much i thought although she was in alot of pain and lost alot of weight in a few months and was not eating and if she did she was sick i still thought she had at least 5 years plus left but just a day ago i got told by my step-dad and husband to my mum that my mum had a few months at the most to live i am now only 13 years old i have an older brother who is 16 and a little sister who is 8 i dont know what to do when she dies i knew she had cancer but i always wanted her to be there when i get married and her to be holding my hand in person when i give birth but she will only be there in spirit i really want to do something to help her but i carn't i carnt stop crying i will miss her very very much P.S i love you mummy

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Aug 16, 2012
I'm sorry
by: Anonymous

I'm so sorry.

Jun 25, 2012
by: Anonymous

Atleast you were lucky to know before she passed away that she is about to leave but for me that was shock my mother got dehydration i got her hospitalised and she was recovering well. the day when doctor started her normal diet i ate her food thinking that must me mine as how could she eat that rajma rice den i have ordered for rice(khichdi) for her she ate that and demanded for one hajmola candy as she was feeling vomiting. den she asked to change her diaper and during diaper change she started breathing heavily and asked for nimulizer but withing few second she vomit and passed away. she took to ICU AND FINALLY DOCTOR DECLARED SHE IS NO MORE.. NOW I'M UNMARRIED PLANNED MANY TIMES TO LIVE TOGETHER IF POSSIBLE EVEN AFTER MARRIAGE AS SHE WAS HAVING BELIEF UPON ME ONLY AND NOT WANTED TO LIVE WITH ANYONE ELSE THOUGH SHE GOT 2 SON AND 2 DAUGHTERS...SHE LEFT WITH SOME UNFULFILLED DESIRES WHICH INCLUDES HER MONEY BACK FROM HIS YOUNGER SON AND MY MARRIAGE AND STAYING ALONE OR WITH ME. ABOVE ALL WANTED TO SPEND HER PART OF MONEY AS PER HER OWN DESIRES LIKE GOING TO DIFFERENT PLACES AND MEETING WITH THE PEOPLE SHE EVER LOVED BY AND SHE WANTED TO.. I WISH IF I COULD GET HER AGAIN AS MY CHILD AND I CAN TAKE CARE OF HER.. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND WOULD ALWAYS LOVE HER WILL MAKE HER ALIVE IN MY MEMORIES FOREVER..

Jun 08, 2012
love u
by: Anonymous

i wrote this story about 3 week s aqgo i am not pleased to say my mum has now died she died last night love u mum P.S i love you xx

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