Reality slaps me again
by noemi rodriguez
(desert hot springs california)
Hello my names noemi, I'm 15 years old & here's my story. My mom recently passed of a drug overdose 7 months ago on december 11, 2011 one day before my dads 3year death anniversury.
I was born and raised in east la & my mom was the only person who ment a lot to me. My mom & I used to sleep in the same bed cuz she didn't like sleeping alone after my dad died,
Waking up at night and not feeling her is the worst feeling I get. Not being able to hug or kiss her goodbye is just something no one should go thro.
Life is realy hard, I didn't only loss my mom I lost my friend also in this long journey called life.
I lost my self . Sleepign was my answer to mostly everything . I shut the world and I felt good but then I realized that's whut my mom used to do after my dad died.
Its differnt not having the freedom I used to have and its hard when ur having fun & then reality slaps u across the face !
I cried my self to sleep & sometimes I still do but all I know is that I miss her so muc & their is no words to descride how much I miss her and need her espically in high school and my teen years !
She's not gonna be their for my prom but
God does stuff for reason so I'm just trusting him and pray that my mom is in a better place.
I say when reality slaps u, get up and prove it wrong...
-thank u <3