emotions rise and grief and sadness take the reins. I realize my life will never be the same. it is as the universe is sucking me into a black hole. i raise my hands i try to reach climb out. it has been a year Chris my son in March from cancer my mom July to close together to sad to understand.
I am so sorry for the grief that you are feeling and about your huge loss. I understand about the black hole...because that's where I go at times ...a lot. It has been one year since I lost my son of 23. You have a double loss so I can imagine your pain. We go through our life after such a loss from day to day breath by breath. I do not know how we cope. Our love never dies we will always love our lost family especially our children and they will always love us, that bond can never be broken. I think we eventually learn to live with our pain....that is constant ,It is always with us and I feel it always will be ..but we somehow go on ...beneath a mask of life. I am thinking of you and I send you love. xxx
