repeat daily and neccesary...
Another day dawns...Put on the coffee half a pot remember its just you, Take a shower-in the morning taking one at night was with him, It is where you talked about your day, Every day for 17 years. Get dressed for work at the last minute. Stare at the computer and get bored this morning and every one.
Go to work pretend that you know what you are doing, So scrambled can't think just one task at a time. Don't forget to smile, the stories about their lives, their husbands won't sting after a while. Come home look around at all the work that doesn't seem to matter any more. You know you should (care) more about your nest, the one that you shared with him for so long.
Laundry, Dishes and Dinner. Good enough for today.
Visit neighbor, listen, smile every 5 minutes and try to pay attention. Watch Melrose place DVD mindless & comfortable for 3 hours while figuring out whatcha wanna eat. Fall asleep by midnight. Repeat daily as neccesary...
There has got to be more to life than this and why don't I care?