repeat daily and neccesary...

by anyone

Another day dawns...Put on the coffee half a pot remember its just you, Take a shower-in the morning taking one at night was with him, It is where you talked about your day, Every day for 17 years. Get dressed for work at the last minute. Stare at the computer and get bored this morning and every one.

Go to work pretend that you know what you are doing, So scrambled can't think just one task at a time. Don't forget to smile, the stories about their lives, their husbands won't sting after a while. Come home look around at all the work that doesn't seem to matter any more. You know you should (care) more about your nest, the one that you shared with him for so long.
Laundry, Dishes and Dinner. Good enough for today.

Visit neighbor, listen, smile every 5 minutes and try to pay attention. Watch Melrose place DVD mindless & comfortable for 3 hours while figuring out whatcha wanna eat. Fall asleep by midnight. Repeat daily as neccesary...
There has got to be more to life than this and why don't I care?

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Feb 02, 2011
repeat daily
by: zoe

hmm see mine has no dinner, why cook there is no one to eat it, no reason to pull out the dishes.
How is it suddenly you can clean up on Saturday and on Wednesday it looks exactly the same, no pillows moved, no shoes sitting in places.. you just can't figure out why someone would take their shoes off there, but whatever. No counter crumbs from sneaking pieces of cake or whatever I had baked that sunday.

Is there more to life. don't know, don't care, why should I, my John is not here.

one breath one step one day at a time

Feb 02, 2011
by: Colleen

What you have just said mirrors my existence exactly. The only difference is I eat 2 minute noodles for supper as I could not be bothered to cook. Talk to yourself just so you hear a voice in the screaming silence. Pay the bills just in time because you could not care one way or the other. This sucks I wish I could make it easier for you.

Feb 02, 2011
I know
by: Anonymous

I know. I am having a hard time trying to find a reason to get up in the mornings.

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